Ah thank you, so much. Only two people noticed I was in there, one came into the bathroom and saw me sitting on the floor behind the stall and the other was a guy I used to know asking if I was ok and stuff. My best friend just thought I left and didn’t think to text me to ask if I was ok. But yeah also idk if o made it clear but I’m still in high school not college I was saying I wouldn’t make it through college as a I’m definitely not going to make it to that point in life with this crap so sorry for the confusion