Tag: irl alex

I just tried to turn the volume up on my music to make me warmer. I couldn’t figure out why I didn’t feel comfortable and how I usually fix it. I’m cold. My brain forgot what being cold felt like and just thought anxiety so more music. This is my downfall

Thought! I only went to irl college for a year and a half and then started online classes, so I totally might not know what I’m talking about but I spent all my time in bathrooms and when I got too anxious to stay there I would find a quiet hallway and sit in the floor and when that got too bad I would go hide at a computer where my back could be towards the wall so I could see the whole room. I’m sorry to bother you if that’s no help, but I wanted to offer it to you. Ily and you’re lovely💓💓

Ah thank you, so much. Only two people noticed I was in there, one came into the bathroom and saw me sitting on the floor behind the stall and the other was a guy I used to know asking if I was ok and stuff. My best friend just thought I left and didn’t think to text me to ask if I was ok. But yeah also idk if o made it clear but I’m still in high school not college I was saying I wouldn’t make it through college as a I’m definitely not going to make it to that point in life with this crap so sorry for the confusion