I just tried to turn the volume up on my music to make me warmer. I couldn’t figure out why I didn’t feel comfortable and how I usually fix it. I’m cold. My brain forgot what being cold felt like and just thought anxiety so more music. This is my downfall

I’m tired

I don’t wanna fight

I have to

But I’m really tired

I haven’t eaten

Since the day before yesterday

I Barley slept

I had a panic attack

My hearts still racing

I cried to much

And not enough

I’m still really tired

But I don’t have the choice to be tired

I have to fight

For all my brothers

And sisters

Who couldn’t

Or still can’t