Gosh, I just adore your Brother AU! It’s just so satisfying haha! Anyway, I’m in one of those moods, and craving some Patton. So… got any Patton for me? Literally just anything Patton haha… (especially angst idk I just wanna see a Sad!Pat. Some moxiety? Maybe a sad!Pat moxiety?) lol idk just yeah… Thanks!!

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Heya Isa! I just wanted to say, I adore your brother AU! I also
have a request: Patton. I just need Patton. Quirks, triggers, phobias
(except spiders obv) I’m just in a Patton Angst mood haha. Don’t worry
if no, tho! Just wondered 😀

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we all need a bit of Patton in our lives rn me thinks

• he’s a jack of all trades! he acts, plays piano/ukulele, sings, cooks, dances! he loves learning new things and trying stuff!!
• he used to help Roman with his lines when they were kids, for Roman’s school plays
•  he had his first “depressive episode” at 7
• finally got to see someone about it only at 14, when they were all more well off financially
• at first, all the sadness and bad feelings he had were scaring him and he didn’t know what to do to make them stop
• he had a bunch of “what if it never goes away” panic attacks before but now he’s gotten used to it
• he still hates it with a passion, but now he knows he cant force himself better
• he got a lot of shit when he started opening up about it online.
• people saying he was just fishing for attention and stuff.
• but then a bunch of other people saying they were glad he opened up and that it was helping them too- so he kept being honest to his following and it helps to not having to hide his feelings under a happier persona.
• he’s learnt a lot about how to deal with himself over the years
• and he knows there’s always gonna be good people that cares about him even on bad days

• He’s the closest with Virgil, they have this “younger brothers” alliance

• like it’s almost scary how in-tune to each other they are, it scares roman out so much sometimes

• silent eyes conversations, finishing each other’s sentences, the 6th sense of Knowing when the other is having a bad day

• also they’re beasts at patty-cakes

• Patton made them “perform” at an interview when they were all new to them and he wanted Virgil to get his mind off of the cameras and public

• they also have lots of “cartoon nights” they’ve watch a bunch of adventure time and gravity falls and (Virgil’s fav) Over the garden wall

• He cares so much for his brothers like whenever he feels they’re having a crisis of some sort he Will Drop Everything to go help them out.

• like he know exactly how to help each of them wind down and relax

• once during the filming of a “dancing with the stars” type of show he got a Really bad case of the Sad yeah, and usually he’d ignore it and keep rehearsing right but it got so bad he had to call Virgil to keep himself from panicking.

• his coach was very nice about it tho and let V come over to keep Pat company and just be there for him.

•  it was the first time Pat showed that side of him to a public event thing and the most part of the day was spent trying to calm him down and tell him they wouldn’t air any of it on tv.

• He also once snapped at a host for a comment about “depressed kids are just lazy”

• like he went on such a rant- and there’s something just so very terrifying about someone piratically yelling at you with every inch of their soul but with such a calm and controlled voice.